It was just an argument, based on family and home life that despite our  unorthodox extra marital relationships and genuinely mentally unstable families had nothing to do with anyone but him and me….but at  the time and for a few hours after it was all over, it really did feel to me like a major life crisis. 

Snowman in July 

I had a lazy day, and even  though  I know that’s fine and   I’m allowed to I feel shit for it.  I hate being grumpy and moody  when I don’t know or understand the source of it, I know it’ll be clear to me in a day or two but until then I just feel annoyed at myself for letting emotions I can’t even explain get the better of my day.